"For me life is not bitter, it is just a delicious taste of chili n spice which pours tears into my eyes."
thought a lot about life and then got to know, life is not for thinking, it is for living in a full swing. The only thing which never gets repeated is the second you lost to live. Read a lot about the philosopher's point of view about 'around 60 years time' bundled with bulge of loath attached with our soul called life. But I go by my own hands on experience about it i.e. "If you really dare to live life, it have all the colors stored for you" those who claim about not getting enough opportunities are actually dead or they consider they are dead. World is full of opportunities till you are searching for it. Yes, there are too many factors affecting you in which only a few are in your control. But that certainly doesn't means it is the end of opportunities. No one have tasted victory without licking sequences of defeats, these defeats would have tried hard to shake them from their paths... But that is what they had never done. They have never distracted from their way... Consistency which comes only with blind faith on what you think and do. It is the only one thing that does not come by merely dreaming big but also by executing a strong action plan of ways you could think is worth trying in order to achieve this. This feeling is too strong and too against to get shattered. Life takes the cruel examination when you are about to reach to your destination and you became reluctant in a fluke that you have done it and now no one can bar you achieve this. This is where you have to be most cautious even if your all senses are tired and can not sustain for even a single moment more but this is the time you have to compel your senses to hold on..because this is the time you have been waiting for from a quite a long time and now when it is almost in your reach your senses can not stop working, even your heart by no means is allowed to stop beating. Just a few more seconds and then switching off all the body parts will worth doing so because by then they will have been done with their very purpose of existence and by then the whole world will salute of their being... by then happiness will no longer be a nectar soup but will just be a property owned by all those parts of your body participated in this course of successful run.
Success Cycle.....
Stage one 1.
You think of doing something, uncertain about its possibility but very certain about its end results. You plan how you will do, you mentally search for the possible and required resources, you mentally construct and action plan and think of the day when you will achieve it... the glory, the possession and luxury of wining it by your own way of movements. The proud of this victory keeps your heart pumping more then usual.
Stage two 2
You share your thoughts with some one very close to you, you get his/her approval with a slight suggestions of changes required and then you share it with others... out in public to a person you know just in journal. They criticize and you to make you realize that all you thought were a Childs dream and will be a big mistake to execute. You feel sad, broken and all those low feeling which keeps your shoulders down and face lull. Then you go back alone, rub off your thoughts and pile on to bed. a sense of grief take on in to your mind and all that your criticizer had said is coming visual in front of you bed roof as if their word were gods forecasting. But then again your soul pumps in some counter ideas, you start countering your criticizers words..... You regain the momentum of thoughts and again you re-chant the action plan. That is where you defeat the 'week you' within you and climb up to the third stage....
Stage three 3
You start materializing your plan of action, you start looking for the resources... you have a mix feeling, excited because you know you are doing some thing new and different and scared because you know that only you are doing it and you are not known for your wisdom as much as those who are doing the things which assures security of life. After sourcing every new bolt you rethink about what you are doing. You recall the criticism of those who are against you. This thought cycle clings your nerve and holds your pace down. then a voice rises, which may no be yours but very much looks like coming from your within and carries a charge with lets you feel that all you are doing is worthy and have sure shot rewards... that is where you land into the fourth stage..
Stage four 4
All ground work is done, you tried to keep it secrete till you succeed but quite a few friends and foes around you get the rumor of you being rebellion. This doesn’t affect your courage because by now you are bold and stood tall against all the criticism... no external factors affects your job... You are assembling the resources at the required places and reciting the job of tomorrow... suddenly a resource fails to perform up till your expectations. You recall the amount of expenditure and energy you wasted to own that recourse but it simply refused to perform. You again engulfed in the thoughts of those who claimed the surety of your failure. A sense of disgust for yourself compels you to quit and turn back to the way of security and surety. Suddenly an under expected poor resource of yours, attracts your attention and shows you that it is not as bad as you thought of.... it works as a mirror reflecting all your rays of hopes back to you and synergies your dreams baseline and you graduate to stage four....
Stage four 4
A Peak, at which you are now, is quite high and many of those who had criticized your job are now far low beneath their security net living with all security and surety. You are happy that you have almost done and about to taste that drop of water which kept you thirsty for a long time... A drop of water which was far away asking you to walk and chase... a drop which constantly magnetized your sight when others have tried a lot to offer you a peg of whisky and other thirst quenchers considered to be the nectar soup. A mirage you refused to believe it exists and you continuously stared at that drop of water... which is cold enough to quench your thrust and warm enough keep you desire of owning it burning... you can see there is really a very less population in this fourth stage of success. All of them are happy and are proud to be the rebellion... you also can see some of them have started falling suddenly... You have started noticing that those who are falling have distracted from their plan and started interfering with others... or simply because they have loosed the bastion and become the victim of fluke that now no one can stop them to achieve what they want to .. some of them are falling because they have surrendered in front of the pain they are bearing from the day one they have started but now they can't because they are tired of bearing it any more... because they are not able to calculate the bliss beyond that red tape which is far bigger then this pain which is temporary... but you learnt a lesson form them and you kept strong hold, firm feet on the path you developed for yourself with all courage to negate the pain you are into and here you cross on to be in the final stage...
Stage five final....
Suddenly all you can see is blurring, all you can hear is jarring, all you can breath seems is a last breath.... their is simply no pain, no time to implement any new strategy, no nerves are no longer effective... but heart is beating with all that energy which it never carried before.... sight is blurred but still you can figure out your goal.... you can't see any competitor because for that moment you are not competing, your are just alone with the target which you are about to bang.... you have no thirst remain, you have no thoughts of what will happen there after, you have no idea of the glory, luxury and fame beyond that target... all you can see is just that target and all you have is just a few counted seconds to bang... any moments can throw you away forever from our path... but you have no energy to think of all that bad, all that failure,.... even a smallest drop of blood you which you have want to use it to bang that goal... from which you are just a seconds away... the more you are approaching the more determination is fitting in your feet. Now you have no heart beats left... no energy left... All that you have is that determination of holding it for one more seconds... one more... One more... and you have done it.... now it is your possession... the destiny is saved beneath your cleavage forever... a history is created.....
You can not here but still a roaring sound of crowd is seeking your attention.... you can not identify correctly but yes this what you had dreamt of when you was in stage... this is what for which thousands around you had forecasted you will never achieve it...
But all that you dreamt of… is under your feet now.... you can see all around.... the bliss is raining like it will flood into your life.....
But a voice within you... silently murmuring in you ears "Buddy you have done it....."
